“My Slumbering Heart” – Rilo Kiley
(Words/music: Jenny Lewis and Blake Sennett, available on The Execution of All Things, Saddle Creek 2002)
It’s unfair to say that Rilo Kiley were better when they were unpolished for a couple reasons. First, I don’t mean this to suggest they were ever rough; they were one of the tightest live bands I’ve seen far before Jenny Lewis tried to become a pop star. It also gives the wrong impression about The Execution of All Things. It’s less rough than it is unpasteurized – one where the rough edges were like birthmarks – attention grabbing and character building. Where much of the later Rilo Kiley records try to set up Lewis for her star moment, her brashness feels more charming than the slick sheen backing her in recent years.
I don’t just mean the cursing; Lewis’ lyrics here have a brashness and directness without being purely confessional. “My Slumbering Heart,” for instance, describes those moments somewhere between being fully awake and fully asleep, often triggered by too many stressful days and late nights. Childhood memories collide head-on with adult awareness and Lewis carefully tries to balance the nostalgia for childhood games with adult irritability. The song then shifts to a half-awake, half-asleep scenario, where her lover in bed and the song on the radio seem too hazy to be completely real yet believable enough to seem like reality. Eventually, she takes a break from assessing her fatigue and chronicling her dreams to step back and change perspective slightly. Rather than focus on the things draining her, she shifts her focus to the things that rejuvenate her – specifically waking up next to this person buried under the covers. The guitar and keyboard crashes behind her, giving the most emotionally direct moment in the lyrics the musical climax. It’s this sort of rush – both musically and lyrically – that gets smoothed out too often. It’s too bad, because this is the spark that a lot of their later records lack.
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